tmr is our so-called "long waited" d&d.

actually im real looking forward.

but now.

kind of not excited at all.

just now in store just wana "act" excited only.

d&d this yr is just simply fadz n me.

thinking back last yr.

bee pooja haffis fadz n me.

we 5 went tgt.

this yr left 2 of us.

i felt sad.

heart pain.

i really dont noe wat will happen tmr.

or wat he ever told me really come true?

"we will only meet up during company events, no other times"

this msg really hurts me deeply as a friend.

or this is wat u really wanted?

we are only colleagues.

we are not friends?

hais.

can i dont feel this way tmr?

hope not.

i will try my best to be excited.

ppl ard me will make me enjoy.

will meet up some ppl tat nv seen so long.

many many more!

suet cheer up k!

(: